Scrooge.

When i select what i'm wearing for an event or even just school i find myself baffled now-a-dayz. I don't have all of these inspirations like i used to. I can't even make mood boards with one mood theme on them. I don't think i need to watch more movies, listen to more music, meet more people, read more magazines, eat more food,(which i need more of all of this but they aren't what im looking for in this little self-assignment.). I believe i need to base more of outfit inspirations off of intelect and religion.

Makeup based off of a re-accuring theme, piocchio.

The full outfit i was wearing was modern commedia.

UN-titled.

Lately i've started to feel very un-interesting to any of my readers. I feel like alot of you have quit reading and the reason being me not updating as frequently. At the same time i feel like a blog shouldn't be a place where i worry if people aren't reading or not or anything of that nature. I find myself realizing more each day that it's okay to be self concious and care about what people think because it's natural.

She's not a girl who listens much.

Cody and i at a halloween party. I was a dying moth and he was a cocaine addict even though he threw on his dad's homemade oogie boogie mask/hat.

October vibes. Audrey horne, twin peaks, mysterious killerzz.

Lately i've been able to relate to rookiemag more than usual. During school, with the resource of my handy-dandy netbook, i've been able to catch up on rookie reading. I find the magagazine answering specific questions i have in mind, which is odd.

This week i've disscussed with Mr. Rasch the difference between the new star wars movies the old and the way they will be when disney continues them.

So my school one act play of pinocchio commedia went to state compotition this past weekend and we won third place. Two of my cast mates made all star cast and i...GOT BEST ACTRESS AGAIN!!!!

This means that through out all the high schools in georgia there are five best actresses over all and i'm one of them!

Compete

I feel so ashamed I haven't posted much in my favorite month of the year! Unfortunately it's one of the busiest months of the year:( Good news though! My high school won first place at our region one act competition! I won best actress while my fellow actor was named best actor and another in all star cast.

Blue carnival.

Blue masscara and eye liner. Colorful eyes are my new obsession.

Blue overalls from goodwill.

A person that's been closer to me than almost anyone ever.

My new goosebumps ring from kirby.

New wings and kirby

's favorite paint brush. She gave me a bunch of crap before leaving:(

Bout' time!

An outfit post! Yes, an outfit post. It's long overdue, so i'll give two from this weekend! Not too good but something to share. First we have Saturdays outfit, a blues brothers t-shirt, cut-off,high waisted, booty shorts. These two items were later paired with a purple oversized flannel with a blazer over it at rehearsal then low top converse.
The second was a daisy dress, golden locket, light blue socks with black creepers.
Oh! I also re-dyed my hair to my normal red color. A hot tamale is what it's called.

Drinks.

"I just want you to order another drink, maybe kiss the person you came with"
-Lady GaGa

Inspirations are found in the simplest of things.

00001.

Ahhh, the mail finally called my name this past saturday. Rookie yearbook, year one!!! I continually have been re-reading the posts and the pictures. I just love having the hard copy.

Look behind the facade...

Guess who auditioned for 2013's opening number and made the dance core of 12 members(6 girls,6 boys) for thespian conference? THIS CHICK RIGHT FUCKING HERE. I'm too excited!! Our musical numbers were amazingly choosen by jenny morris. The whole theme is accepting who people really are behind what they seem to be, while including ipads, ipods, etc. The numbers are:
1. “Facade” from Jekyll and Hyde
2. “Astonishing” from Little Women
3. “I Want to be a Rockette” from Kicks
4. “I am Aldolpho” from Drowsy Chaperone
5. “I Gotcha” from Fosse
6. “Be my Friend (The Facebook Song)” from Edges
7. “Real Wild Child” from Million Dollar Quartet
8. “I am…Modern Major General” from Pirates of Penzance
9. “The Good Old Glory Type Days” from Glory Days
10. “King of New York” from Newsies
11. “Big Black Man” from The Full Monty
12. “America” from Westside Story
13. “Free At Last” from Big River
14. “When you’re an Addams” from The Addams Family

This is what i wore, a red dance sports bra with high waisted black dance booty shorts.

Oh, and i think i might have a speaking part in "I am Aldolpho."

A long over due apolegey and explaination.

A long time ago i decided that i don't genuinely care if anyone is a better choice than i am for a male or females companionship. I don't need a goddamn apolegey, because someones concious has starting nibbling at them, or is just now coming into play,  or because they feel bad after a goddamn year. I don't need closure after i knew what really happened and NO, you don't have to tell me what really happened or how much better someone was than me, i know what happened and i don't care who was better to be tangled in your little life than me. I don't return to my past like you two, this is why i'm glad i didn't take your virginity. 

I hope that one day you will learn to love yourself, this is the only way you will ever love anyone else or be truly happy.

Good Fucking Day To You!!

What covers my feet.

A new goal of mine, well more of a resolution of mine, is to not buy anymore black shoes!!!!!!!! While black is a resonable color and goes with almost anything-i have quite enough pairs of black shoes. starting with my vlecro strap one-star converse, orthepedic strap platforms, black&white saddle back oxfords, bleck men's dress shoes, all black creepers, black lace-up combat boots, heel-less hip chic(GAGA inspired), strappy zipper heels, and finally peep toe prom heels with a bow.

I also don't need anymore tan/nude shoes, i have four pairs that i don't wear enough already. I need to share my love to more colors than just the basics. I guess i have some new inspirations to get started on! time to get out with the old and in with the new like every year!

Little piggies.

Hello, today is a good day. Yesterday was my boyfriends brothers wedding, it was good in the sense that people were happy, but i don't like weddings in general. So i had the best time that i could have at a wedding. Still sickening and disgusting though.

There is what i wore.

The grooms cake was a zombie cake that was amazing because of it being red velvet!

other than the wedding the whole weekend kind of went like this....

looks like these...and emotions to fit them. We were stupid and loud. Just like we wanted to be.

I'm a ripe tomato.

Yello, soooo this week at my school we had auditions for the one act show of Pinocchio Comedia. I was really baffled by auditions and sense we have a new director yet again i didn't know how to interpret his nature. Anyhow! i was casted as Pinocchio himself as of today! jesus christ i did not see that coming! I'm majorly happy about this though. I've always wanted to act and dance as a puppet. THERE IS A DANCE SOLO. And the story behind pinocchio is great too! Listen to your concious(the cricket)so you will not make an ass(donkey-the fool) out of yourself. As i said earlier this week i'd tell you about my birthday presents so here it izzz..

So, from the left, a golden locket and floral tea cup from cody's grandma, The rum diary from cody(not to mention he's wanting to buy me new pointe shoes soon, how flipping sweet is that?), mulholland drive(david lynch), another Catwoman cronicle, Donovan's greatest hits, and Lime crime lipstick from dah folks.

Just a better picture of what my lime crime lipstick actually looks like. The shade is Chinnchilla, "that shade...it can gp either albino or dead looking...hmm..."-Mr.poss.

Now i have no clue what makes cody want to buy me lots of things but this was probably my favorite birthday gift. Finally my DIVA CUP! I hope most people know what a mentral cup or diva cup is but if not here are some things you should know:

1. it's completely safe, you can change it twice a day, no worries of toxic shock syndrome or anything, just simply take it out dump it and re-use it. (wash it before putting it in again.)

2. It saves soo much money!

3. It saves soo much paper, plastic, carboard,etc. Completely comfortable and available in two sizes with diva wash.

Talk to you all soon, layla.

Rolling on musical wheels!

GOODNESS YA'LL I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN GONE ALL DAMN WEEK. It's been a long week too! So this past saterday was my birthday(and my sisters). Friday we celebrated and opened presents, which i'll post about soonnss. But for now i must tell you of cody and his dad,stepmom+little sister and i all went to the fox on saterday to see the Addams Family musical then to a Roller derby in Columbus ga to support one of their friends.

So the first picture of us outside the fox is kind of awkward with my leg shapes but i still looked flyy. We had fun, and the show itself is sooo funny. Onto the roller derby!

 The first fall of many

This is "Volumptious Vixen" and you did not want to be on the track with her.

So to end this post i'll say the team i was rooting for did lose to the mobile alabama opposing team but they are bad ass. Everyone should skate. Of of age. I met a good bit of them afterwords whether is was talking on the rink or out to eat. A few of them told me i should join or skate somewhere closer to where i live. They loved dah tights! They're all shiny and leather looking.

more later, love layla.